lala, a week of crap for you to digest

errm last friday was a really emotional day- we;ve not been sleeping for nearly 2 weeks now, so to get out and view koles new nursery ( which is lovely btw) was a huge achievement for me- all on my onesome! ... so having got myself ready ( i/e not walking out of the house in my pjs) and getting the baby read ( pretty muhc the same) i arrived at my bus stop- needing this bus not to be late- my fault proably for poor preperation, but yes, i waited and waited, and when it arrived, some faggoty rotting old bitches wouldnt even move... and i swear they had legs! the bus driver got out of his seat and turned around to look at these witches and i heard one of them say " im not fucking moving"... yeah i admit i cried a tiny bit. i was gutted- i sat there thinking i would move for osmeone i really would so why could they not? i really lost my faith in people then. it was so harsh, i mean it was cold and i have a baby with me right?... still i waited for the next bus and forgot about it, but i was so seriously gutted, it was horrible :( ...


i start at paper chase on the 9th yay...

we had to take kole to an all hours place on tuesday, it was horrible- hes got a chest infection and needs an inhaler, which we werent to shocked at as both me and kieron suffered quite badly with asthma* as children, but it was still like... :(

now, this is strange all week i've kind of thought " oo this can go in my blog" but i seruously cant remember very much..stupid me!

tatty bye x

Never been happier.

Weell,
I have been offered a job with a company called Paperchase- who actually- not biased here- sell quite awesome products. I'm a bit of a nerd you see. i adore stationary- when i was little i would spend my pocket money on a pack of biros? or a notepad.. seriosuly. haha, so nerdy.

so yeah basically i wanted a job so old people can kiss my arse really- i mean i am a great mum, im still with my babies dad ( shocking!) hes a great dad, we share the load, ad now i can honestly say im going to be paying my own bills- just me :D ha so ner.

right,must go get some cereal and leave the lapentop fo kiwizlle hes got work to do
bye x

Amie

is just so tired.

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i,
dont really have anything to say, unless this unravels a bit more?
I got the job, yay. :\ eeerm i want to get a proper job, but it needs to be permanent, my it kitchens a MESS, in having a party on saturday and i dont really want too... dammit. eerm, i dont know what to do for tea, we had chicken last night...and is it childish to still not really want veg when i can just have chips?.. didnt think so. Oh yeah i look pregnant... but i can thankfully say i am not with child, nothings on tv, my eyes hurt- i want to go to bed but i think i should clean up first...Oh and Koleys asleep, bless his heart... he has a sore bottom:( poor child.
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